"Mistakes"

Throughout the next few chapters Susanna tells of each individual’s suicide attempts and the depth of their lives. She analyzes her situation wondering what exactly got her sent into a mental hospital. She signed herself in, but it was court ordered. She assumed it was because she was a danger to herself when taking fifty aspirin. Although in her mind it had a meaning, the fifty aspirin all stood for something different, so she felt it was okay. Every "mistake" she had made in her life she didn't feel was wrong. She always had good intentions; in her mind everything was perfect but the doctors told her otherwise.